love

love
Yes, love is in the lowercase. Small as it is.

And now some may say, it would not match and I had no right to call it so, I must say it does not surprise me. The burden of proof, can almost be described as overwhelming. Finally, there is hardly a song, poem or film that has to do not at least to some extent with love. But do they all act really love?
Be in love, a perversion of reality. Warped, distorted, yet praised as a miracle cure. Also, the heartache, with its disgusting mask, with such a thirst for suffering and longing swallowed that one would think he could even completely disappear from the world, we would not fall on him fervently.
What do I do now with these shadows, that faceless creature that turns us into animals. Each stealing his own fate and spun plaintive laments in the face of growing suffer with each blades abyss.
Whether you are aware of?
Black are the shadows that move over the bloody fields.
But what can you do?
Love is in the lowercase.

It almost hurts me that the last sparks of light flows through my hands so insidious. Nothing I can do in my distress. I Consume me far too much for a glimpse of you, who gives me home; a word from you that makes me linger on forever security.
But no erlingt sound in the cold.
I stand alone in the midst of withered flowers. Where should I go without a home, without a foothold?
Does not have the bloody trail of my heart followed me up to this point?
Hasn´t the plaintiff knocking betrayed me?

Yes. I do not know love. I'm drowning in it. I know of only light and shadow.
Once again, I would hope.
See you as my light, in that you would rescue me. As my shadow, in that you could condemn me.
But you are nothing.
You are neither one nor the other, because I do not give you this power any longer. I tear the tape that wraps around my heart so hard and pierced me with any opposition from you like a plowed. No fear is so delicate that it can sweeten death.
Now you'll be the one who has to hope to be rescued out of the shadow of fear and need to beg for a glimps of light.
love.
my love, love.